Thursday, September 20, 2012

....Yeah

Times Awaiting For Me .
Loves Waiting For Me .

I Never Would Of Said This But Your Not Who You Say You Are .

Thursday, September 13, 2012

All i Wanted

Eh , I feel like dying inside .
I'm feeling hopleless nobody here understand me , gets me , listens to me.
I'm left as a shadow . Only wish he would like me back , only wish if he could be mine , But that will never happen because it's not possible to like me .  EVerybody knows me , and just takes me as a flirt , slut , whore, etc . Yes I'm like by others , but only as a friend not as a girlfriend . Right now I'm dying for kiss , a hug , a touch , a love , a hand to hold , a waist full of arms , I'm dying for everything and anything right now .I'm loosing my mind , I'm just loosing eveything . I can't stand seeing couples . I can't stand people being happy . It's hard for me not to be sad . I'm sad everyday and not loving it . I'm about to scream my heart out , scream eveything out because I'm just done trying .I'm giving up . All I wanted was a simply like back.....

Friday, September 7, 2012

Wonders

Did you ever wonder why the guy you like , doesn't like you ?

Everybody does . Some girls get lucky and get the guy they want .

But others get what they don't want .

Having that feeling of empiness , unlove , unwanted ?

Everybody does . Miss being kiss'd , hugg'd , touch ?

Most of us do . Love is love , but others is just luck .

Thursday, September 6, 2012

....Not Feeling You

Your Not What I Expected To Like ,
But Your Not What I Expected To Hate.

Your Just Another Guy In My Hopes And Dreams.
Even Though I Kinda Still Like You ,
I Don't Want Anything That Involves With You .

Your Nobody To Me . Your Nothing.
I'll Dream Another Day About You , But That Will Be In Years To Be Seen .

I Just Have No Words For You Today ....

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

You ...


You And I ?
I And You ?

Her And You ?
You And Her ?

Him And I ?
I And Him ?

You make me smile no matter what you do . I've never been mad at you not even once. I wish you felt the same way as me , but sadly that's impossible , because i'll never find anyboyd like you to like again . I figure it's not me , it's you actually . I just gotta move on . I just gotta forget you . You mean alot to me , I try my best to do things for you , but it's like nothing . I've never felt so unwanted in my life . Your the first . I just gotta get use to it . I'll find somebody else .

Monday, September 3, 2012

Us <\3

We've been talking .
We've been laughing.
It's like love ,
But sadly we're not .

Your just my friend ,
But my heart wants more .
I think of you day and night ,
But i bet you think of me not even once .

You go through my mind each time .
You make me smile each way
But sadly your NOT mine to say .