I wish .

Never thought we would be back together , but sadly I can't find those feelings still.
Your amazing
Sweet
More
And
More.
Hard to explain what it's like to feel right now.
I'm just with you so you can be happy.
I may bbplaying with your feelings
But it's not bad.

Never the best , But never the worst .

Never thought this could happen .
Never thought we would happen .
Never imagine us together.

I didnt think we made a cute couple .
I didnt think we would last .
I didnt think i would not care .

We made a cute couple ,
But we didnt last .
I do care , and want that chance , but not wanting you back .

My feelings are changing on me towards you .
My thoughts are just getting me depressed.
My believing is so wrong .

All i gotta say , single life here i come.

....Yeah

Times Awaiting For Me .
Loves Waiting For Me .

I Never Would Of Said This But Your Not Who You Say You Are .

All i Wanted

Eh , I feel like dying inside .
I'm feeling hopleless nobody here understand me , gets me , listens to me.
I'm left as a shadow . Only wish he would like me back , only wish if he could be mine , But that will never happen because it's not possible to like me .  EVerybody knows me , and just takes me as a flirt , slut , whore, etc . Yes I'm like by others , but only as a friend not as a girlfriend . Right now I'm dying for kiss , a hug , a touch , a love , a hand to hold , a waist full of arms , I'm dying for everything and anything right now .I'm loosing my mind , I'm just loosing eveything . I can't stand seeing couples . I can't stand people being happy . It's hard for me not to be sad . I'm sad everyday and not loving it . I'm about to scream my heart out , scream eveything out because I'm just done trying .I'm giving up . All I wanted was a simply like back.....

Wonders

Did you ever wonder why the guy you like , doesn't like you ?

Everybody does . Some girls get lucky and get the guy they want .

But others get what they don't want .

Having that feeling of empiness , unlove , unwanted ?

Everybody does . Miss being kiss'd , hugg'd , touch ?

Most of us do . Love is love , but others is just luck .

....Not Feeling You

Your Not What I Expected To Like ,
But Your Not What I Expected To Hate.

Your Just Another Guy In My Hopes And Dreams.
Even Though I Kinda Still Like You ,
I Don't Want Anything That Involves With You .

Your Nobody To Me . Your Nothing.
I'll Dream Another Day About You , But That Will Be In Years To Be Seen .

I Just Have No Words For You Today ....

You ...

You And I ?
I And You ?

Her And You ?
You And Her ?

Him And I ?
I And Him ?

You make me smile no matter what you do . I've never been mad at you not even once. I wish you felt the same way as me , but sadly that's impossible , because i'll never find anyboyd like you to like again . I figure it's not me , it's you actually . I just gotta move on . I just gotta forget you . You mean alot to me , I try my best to do things for you , but it's like nothing . I've never felt so unwanted in my life . Your the first . I just gotta get use to it . I'll find somebody else .