Saturday, December 8, 2012

I wish .

Never thought we would be back together , but sadly I can't find those feelings still.
Your amazing
Sweet
More
And
More.
Hard to explain what it's like to feel right now.
I'm just with you so you can be happy.
I may bbplaying with your feelings
But it's not bad.

Saturday, December 1, 2012

Never the best , But never the worst .

Never thought this could happen .
Never thought we would happen .
Never imagine us together.

I didnt think we made a cute couple .
I didnt think we would last .
I didnt think i would not care .

We made a cute couple ,
But we didnt last .
I do care , and want that chance , but not wanting you back .

My feelings are changing on me towards you .
My thoughts are just getting me depressed.
My believing is so wrong .

All i gotta say , single life here i come.

Thursday, September 20, 2012

....Yeah

Times Awaiting For Me .
Loves Waiting For Me .

I Never Would Of Said This But Your Not Who You Say You Are .

Thursday, September 13, 2012

All i Wanted

Eh , I feel like dying inside .
I'm feeling hopleless nobody here understand me , gets me , listens to me.
I'm left as a shadow . Only wish he would like me back , only wish if he could be mine , But that will never happen because it's not possible to like me .  EVerybody knows me , and just takes me as a flirt , slut , whore, etc . Yes I'm like by others , but only as a friend not as a girlfriend . Right now I'm dying for kiss , a hug , a touch , a love , a hand to hold , a waist full of arms , I'm dying for everything and anything right now .I'm loosing my mind , I'm just loosing eveything . I can't stand seeing couples . I can't stand people being happy . It's hard for me not to be sad . I'm sad everyday and not loving it . I'm about to scream my heart out , scream eveything out because I'm just done trying .I'm giving up . All I wanted was a simply like back.....

Friday, September 7, 2012

Wonders

Did you ever wonder why the guy you like , doesn't like you ?

Everybody does . Some girls get lucky and get the guy they want .

But others get what they don't want .

Having that feeling of empiness , unlove , unwanted ?

Everybody does . Miss being kiss'd , hugg'd , touch ?

Most of us do . Love is love , but others is just luck .

Thursday, September 6, 2012

....Not Feeling You

Your Not What I Expected To Like ,
But Your Not What I Expected To Hate.

Your Just Another Guy In My Hopes And Dreams.
Even Though I Kinda Still Like You ,
I Don't Want Anything That Involves With You .

Your Nobody To Me . Your Nothing.
I'll Dream Another Day About You , But That Will Be In Years To Be Seen .

I Just Have No Words For You Today ....

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

You ...


You And I ?
I And You ?

Her And You ?
You And Her ?

Him And I ?
I And Him ?

You make me smile no matter what you do . I've never been mad at you not even once. I wish you felt the same way as me , but sadly that's impossible , because i'll never find anyboyd like you to like again . I figure it's not me , it's you actually . I just gotta move on . I just gotta forget you . You mean alot to me , I try my best to do things for you , but it's like nothing . I've never felt so unwanted in my life . Your the first . I just gotta get use to it . I'll find somebody else .

Monday, September 3, 2012

Us <\3

We've been talking .
We've been laughing.
It's like love ,
But sadly we're not .

Your just my friend ,
But my heart wants more .
I think of you day and night ,
But i bet you think of me not even once .

You go through my mind each time .
You make me smile each way
But sadly your NOT mine to say .

Thursday, August 30, 2012

You Will Never Be Minee

My Feelings To You Is More Like My Head In A Lake .
My Dog In A Bank , But Honestly You More Like A Elephant On A Date .

You Think I Like You For You ? Yes I Do . You Think I Like You For Your Looks ? Yes I Do.
But Honestly Your Looks , And Everything Apart Of You , Make Me Like You.

I'm Trying To Just Be Your Friend For Now , But That's Hard For Me To Do .
Just Gonna Tell You , That I'm Falling For You .

Saturday, August 25, 2012

C....

I told you how i felt
You acted like you cared.
but you ended up dissing me in thin air

We stayed friends
Just not the friends i thought
you act like somebody different then
but now your just in my social life.

i wonder how you feel ....

Sunday, August 19, 2012

Him ...

You Are Just So In My Heart

You Are Just So In My Mind

I'm Probably In Your Heart
I'm Probably In You Mind
But I Know You Are In Mine.

You've Have Change So Much From 7th Grade
You've Have Gotta Cuter .
You've Gotta Much Talker .

My Poem Isn't Sounding Right .

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Cesar

My Feelings Are Getting There Toward You.
They're Getting Deeper Each Time We See .
But You May Not Feel The Same Toward Me .

I Notice Almost Everything You Do
It May Seem Like I'm Stalking ,
But Really I'm Looking At You .

You Are In One Of My Classes
We Sit Near , But You Ten To Not Care.

I Say "Hi" Everyday To You
You Say It Back ,
But I Wonder If You Really Mean It .

You Just Are ....

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Not Normal

The Feeling Unwanted Is Normal For Most People, But For Me When I Feel Unwanted , I Get Depressedd.  I'm Not The Average Person , Girl , Anything. I Always Need Somebody To Let Me Cry On Their Shoulder, but Sadly I Don't Get That;I Let Everybody Cry On Mine, i Do Everything For Everybody. I'm Tired Of Being The Nice Person, but It's Hard To Be Mean . Well Fkk This Shitt.

Saturday, July 14, 2012

love isn't a passion anymore

Well fellow ones, if you love somebody so much you would do something so strange, so amazing, so forceful, and they turn you down. I got put in that place today, it wasn't the best feeling in the world i guess , but fkk it. Well Last For tonight and Last of All Fkk This Shitt Tonight.

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Ross

I'm Actually Getting Feelings for A New Guy, But Sadly It's For Ross Lynch, And He's A Rock Star / Actor. I'll Never Get To See Him, Unless I Sneek Into His Live Tapings Then I'll Meet Him And MArry Him. But I Gotta Stay Positive.

Monday, July 9, 2012

F.I.S.H

I Guess They Were Right. I Should Of Just Move'd On From Him. He Isn't What i Want, I Want More, I Need More, I Deserve More Than You. But Sadly I Just Gotta Deal With This For Now.

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

Love

If you know that you love somebody and you want tell him/her then do so. Don't let your shyness get in the way of it. Everybody has their moments of shyness, and once you feel comfortable about saying "I Love You' to somebody then do so. Just don't tell them to let and let them slip, once they slip outta your arms they are gone for'ever. You better hurry to tell your true love that you love them and they might be yours.


                                              -Love Master.

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Time.

Time Is Everything In Life. Time Is Nothing You Can Change. Time Brings You Things.

Saturday, June 9, 2012

Lifee...

Have You Ever Thought Of Days Where You Wanted To Change Them ? Yeah That's Me Everyday. I Can NEVER Seem To Forget Some Days , But I Forget Days Were i Should Remember. Most Of The Things I Try NOT To Remember I End Up Remembering Them .It Seems Odd, But I Actually Don't Care. I Don't Need Anybody Anymore, But I End Being With Somebody. Being Single Really Does Sucks, But I Gotta Do What I Gotta Do. Things In Life Will Change, Things In Life Will Happen But Right Now I Have To Change.

Friday, June 8, 2012

Rocks or Friends ?

Being Friends With A Rock Is Better Than Anything 'Cause It Will Hurt You, Break You , Cut You, But It Always Heals One Way Or The Other. But With People They Just Are Like Nothing Anymore, They Hurt You, Break You , Cut You and Nothing Will Be Healed.

Monday, May 28, 2012

Shorty Like Mine .

Baby Yes I'm Addicted To How We Kick It Everything You Say To me. Never Knew it Could Be So Wicked Hopin' That You Stay With Me Search Around The World , But You Will Never Find Another Shorty Like Mine .

Friday, May 11, 2012

My First.

You Were My First Crush.
You Were My First Battle.
You Were My First Love.
You Were My First Heart'Break.
You Were My First Everything.

You Meant Alot To Me.
You Still Do.

I Miss
Your Smile,
YourTouches,
Your Kisses,
Your Hugs,
Your Eyes, I Just Miss You Everything About You !

You Were My First Crush.
You Were My First Battle.
You Were My First Love.
You Were My First Heart'Break.
You Were My First Everything.

Thursday, May 10, 2012

TIme

Time Is Everything. Everything Is Time. But When It Comes To Waiting For That Special Someone, The Time Just Blows. Every Second Counts , Every Minute Counts.Time Is Everything . Everything Is Time.

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

7-18-12 ?

Now A Days People Say "I Love You" TOO Much And TOO Fast. But With Him I Know It's Not Just Puppy Love, It's LOVE . How Do You Describe This , I Don't Know You Tell Me. Things Happen Between Us, But I'm Sure We Hace That Click Again. I Know Him Like I Know The Back Of My Hand. I See Everyday With Him Not Without. Everything AndAnything Is Possible To Be With Him . Now A Days People Say "I Love You" TOO Much And TOO Fast.

Sunday, April 29, 2012

Him.

I Know It's Just The Start , But I Feel The Tention Through A Text. I Know I Shouldn't Have Judge You So Quickly , Cause Your Sweeter Than i Would Have Thought. You Seem Like Somebody i Should Get To Know More, You Have That Personality That Will Change. I Like The Things You Say. You Make Me Happy Now. I'm Glad I Said Yes. I Know It's Just The Start , But I Feel The Tention Through A Text.

Monday, April 23, 2012

You And Only You

Only You Can Be My Pain , Only You Can Be My Good Feeling , &&'Only You Can Make Me Smile. You Know Excatly What To Say To Make My Days Better. I Just Want To Be Called Yours, Called Beautiful , Called Babe , Etcc . I Just Want You To Feel The Same Way That i Feel For You. I Feel Like We Have This Contection With Eachother. But I Wanna Be Yours. Only You Can Be My Pain. Only You Can Be My Good Feeling. You And Only You Can Make Me Smile.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Just Simple As That.

A Kiss ? One Of Those Bby And You Are Hook. You Never Know Who It Will Be Unless You Want The Kiss From One Sepcial Person. You ! Yess You, I Want To Kiss Your Lips, They Make Me Juss Wanna Grab You And Juss Kiss Youu. Only You Light Up My World , Only Make My Days , Make Me Smile , Make Me Wanna Go To School. That's What I Want. I Don't Care What People Will Say. You Will Make Me Happy , Your Excatly What I Basicly Want. Juss You Get In Trouble ? Bleh. But You And Only YOU ! Make Me Happy And I'll Show You Happy Too. Juss One Day Will You Be Mine. <3 A Kiss? One Of Those Bby And You Are Hook.

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Everything Begins With A Spark.

The Moment Of Every Feeling Begins With A Spark. You Never Know When It Will Be Lit Until You Let It Be . You And Only You Can Control Your Feelings Toward Somebody Not The Person To The Right Or Left. Juss You, But The Person In Front Of You Is Your Direction Of Your Dreams. Your Heart Picks Who It Wants To Be With , Not You, Not Your Thoughts. Juss Your Heart. It Tells The Right Truth But It's On Your Left. You Have To Make Yourself Happy With That One Very Special Person. You Think You Need That One Person When You Loose Them, But Honestly You Can Grow From Your Mistake In That Old Relationship Into Your New Relationship. Having The Time Of Your Life Takes Time When You Spend It With The Right Person.The Moment Of Every Feeling Begins With A Spark.

Saturday, April 14, 2012

Just For Youu.

I Remeber When I First Saw You.
I Remeber When My Feelings Began.
I Remember When You Diss Me .
I Remeber A Lot With You.

I Remeber When I First Like You.
I Remeber When I First Love You.
I Remeber When I First Diss You.
Now You Mean Nothing To Me.

I Remeber When I First Saw You.
I Remember When My feelings Began.
I Remember When You Diss Me.
I Remeber A Lot With You.

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

______ ,
 
     I See The Looks You Apon Me .
    This Feeling Overwhelms Me .
   The Touch Goes Beyound Me .
   My Seeing To You Overwhelms Me.
  You Make Me Go In Chills ,
 Until I Hear Your Voice Over Hills .
 I See The Looks You Apon Me .

Monday, April 9, 2012

My Time ...

 Time To Break Me
Time To Save Me ,
Time For Anything That Will Remake Me.

I See How You Look At Me.
I Feel The Tention Between Us.
I Notice The Giggles Around Us.
I Can Tell You Wanna Be With Me.

The Feeling Over Wakes Me.
The Feeling Over Breaks Me.
The Feeling Over Says Me.
But Mostly ,
The Feeling Over Kills Me.

Your In My Thoughts ,
 My Dreams , My Everything.
You Make Me Get Up In The Morning.
You Let Me Breathee.
I Juss Wanna Say You Are The Reed .

Time To Break Me ,
Time To Save Me ,
Time For Anything That Will Remake Me.

Devoted / Voted

My Feelings Are Devoted .
I Feel Unknown.
I Feel Like I Should Know,
But It Feels Like I'm Nothing.
My Feelings Are Devoted .

Just Out There.

This Feeling Is A Way From Everything & Anything.
You Use To Be, And
Soon To Be Nothing Anymore.
Time To Say Regret ,
Time To Say Worst Time Of My Life.
This Feeling Is A Way Everything & Anything .

Dealing With It.

Gonna Make This Worth Awhile.
I'm Gonna Make This Day Worth My Wait.
I'm Gonna Miss You For Awhile...
I'll Kiss From A Mile.
My Hour Is Only You, But Only Cause ..
You Were In My Life For Awhile.
Gonna Make This Worth Awhile.

Just Because.

Things Are Pointless In Life.
Things Are Everything In Love.
Many Reasons Why I Did This Is Because I Loved You So Much.
I Wanted You To Be Mine.
I Wanted You To Be Everything To Me.
I Just Think What You Did Was Pointless.
You Said You Really Loved Me, Juss Never Let Things Fall.
Things Are Pointless In Life.

Sunday, April 8, 2012

Y.O.L.O

You Only Live Once As They Say.
But In My LIfe I Die Everyday.
I Face Battles That i Shouldn't.
I'm Scared Of What Could Happen.
Could It Happen Again.
Could It Not ?
I Will Never Know...Until ...
I Dream. I Always Have Those
Nightmares Where It Happens To Me Everynight.
I Think It's My Fault Everytime I Sleep.
You Only Live Once As They Say.

The Feeling.

The Moment Of This Feeling
Takes Times To Make You ,
Break You ,
Take You ,
&&' Share You .

The Moment Of This Feeling
Makes Me Wanna Scream ,
Hind ,
Die ,
And Honestly Lie .

The Moment Of This Feeling
Ends This Way And Not

Having Youu.
Your The One ,
To My Smile ,
The One To My Laugh,
The One To Everything I
May Say Or Do .

The Moment Of This Feeling
Takes Times To Make You ,
Break You ,
Take You ,
&&' Share You .